Empty.

I don't know how to describe how I feel right now. And I am very sure that I will spent the next two paragraphs trying to do just that.

It's just empty and you just feel like you're sinking.

I want to scream but I can't. And I feel like crying. By doing that, I don't think it can sum up to exactly what I  am feeling.

I'll go to sleep earlier today, I hope my mind can shut up. I'm just sad, I guess. I want a hug but obviously, I want one from someone specific.

Well, good night for now.