Miley Cyrus' Wrecking Ball REVEW

Message to Miley because this is my blog and I can write what I want: 

"Hi Miley, there's no chance of you ever reading this but I like the song. I understand it and your nudity in it is sorta weird, I guess but I like the closeup scenes. You made it very personal and I get it because I'm experiencing something similar, I guess."

I'm not sure why but I feel like I HAD to defend Miley Cyrus in this music video.

Of course, people would bash her about the nudity and the sledgehammer-licking in the video. 

I, myself, was shocked too when it first came out, like I've watched her in Hannah Montana and then so on. 

Then, I watched the video again. 

They say that the eyes are the windows to someone's thoughts or heart or emotions or some shit like that.

I just ruined it. Yeah.

but did you notice how the emotions in her eyes change with every single line of the first verse?

I mean, during the scene where it was a close-up of her face,

do you NOT see the pain in her eyes?

That part where she sings

"don't you ever say I just walked away,

I will always love you."

I feel her. I understand what she's trying to tell me.

She is in pain.

I am not favoring her or anything but 

I have seen people break down.

I have seen what pain looks like

when it's hidden in their eyes.

And if it's someone that you care about and they just look at you,

with those eyes,

you wouldn't say that it's an excuse?

I have seen it,

I have personally felt it, especially that part where I just quoted above.

It is the worst feeling that anyone can ever feel.

Yes, she cut her hair!

Yes, she is not wearing a lot of clothes!

Yes, she licked a hammer!

Yes, she is naked.

FUCKING DEAL WITH IT OR JUST STOP WATCHING OR SHARING THE VIDEO!

People have ways of dealing with pain.

Don't say that "I won't do that!"

Of course, you fucking won't, you fucker!

You are not in the fucking spotlight where everyone is looking at you and your Liam Hemsworth,

WAITING, FUCKING WAITING to take your wedding picture on to the front of a magazine!

Marrying someone is a big deal because it affects the rest of your life.

If she says she's going through a hard time with the breakup,

FUCKING LEAVE HER ALONE!

You're not the one who has to be reminded of it because you walked past a magazine stand.

Just because she is in the spotlight 

and we have a perceived idea of her

doesn't mean that we get to be judgmental bitches. 

If she says that this is the real her,

then deal with it because we have no say in this.

She is obviously going through something in her life and this is her way of dealing with it.

If it doesn't affect YOUR life, stop bashing her and destroying her. 

It doesn't help you neither will it help her.

"Stay with me 'cause that's what I need, please."

This is one of those days where I just want to sit and cry and do nothing else.

My current song on replay: My heart (acoustic) - Paramore

I shall write later but I'm tired from everything.

Just because this songs helps me breathe.

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Where was I when the rockets came to life and carried you away into the alligator sky?

God damn, You're Beautiful by Chester See

The only song that makes me feel everything, EVERYTHING that I refuse to feel.

The only song that allows me to admit how much I miss you.

The only song that allows me to think about you.

The only song that allows me to admit how much I love you.

The only song that gives me permission to break down and cry.

The only song that represents my weakness, you.

SHM, first.

Tomorrow is the concert for SHM, Swedish House Mafia.

I'm supposed to be excited. Sadly, I'm not.

I'd rather be going to my Intro to Film class and watching my movie assignment than to go to this thing but.. I bought tickets already.

Thinking back, I was excited for it because everyone else is excited for it. Now I am less influenced by other people and I have sat down and thought it through. I don't like this excitement. It's pointless.

Oh well, but I'm going because Francine, Clement and Tim are going. Like hell, I don't even know if that's a valid reason. I am tired.

I like my life now. And all the drinking and everything just brings me back to times when I drink to forget or at least to stop feeling.

I have a headache thinking about this now. I'll nap for a bit before class.

I'll write again to tell you if I enjoyed myself.

Bye.

Loving her is red

The lyrics explain everything.

From how it felt loving you to missing you.

From trying to forget you to loving you even more.

Somehow I wish I told you how I felt.

I wished you knew how I felt.

I love you. - HC

Loving her is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly

Loving her is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in the autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing her was blue like I'd never known

Missing her was dark grey all alone

Forgetting her was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving her was red

Loving her was red

Touching her was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing her was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with her was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting her was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Remembering her comes in flashbacks and echos

Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go

But moving on from her is impossible 

When I still see it all in my head

Burning red

Love is so red

Oh losing her was blue like I'd never known

Missing her was dark grey all alone

Forgetting her was like trying to know somebody you never met

Cause loving her was red

We're burning red

Her love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

It's Time - Imagine Dragons

Just thought I'd share this song with whoever that's reading this.

I'm not gonna tell you how much I love this song. 

Instead, I'll tell you why.

You know how some songs just makes you feel empowered in a good way, 

like you can do anything in this world?

This song to reminds me to keep standing up no matter what.

I heard this song from my best friend but I didn't really listen to it.

Then, I heard it again in the trailer of The Perks of Being a Wallflower,

which looks like an amazing movie by the way. 

I read the book already and I love it.

I'm about to go off to university in a few months *deep breaths*

It's weird to actually see how fast we grow up.

The movie The Perks of Being a Wallflower is about students growing up 

and going through all sorts of pain.

Of course, it includes graduation and university.

The chorus of the song

"It's time to begin, isn't it?

I get a little bit bigger but then, I'll admit

I was the same as I was

Now don't you understand

That I'm never changing who I am."

For me, yeah, it IS time to begin

and no matter how much I've changed,

I am still exactly who I'm supposed to be and nothing's gonna change that.

To be curt, 

this song reminds me to be who I am no matter how different things are.

Cough Syrup

Life's too short to even care at all, oh
I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control
These fishes in the sea, they're staring at me, oh oh
A wet world aches for the beat of the drum
Oh.

If I could find a way to see this straight, 
I'd run away
To some fortune that I should have found by now
I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down, to come down.

Life's too short to even care at all, oh
I'm coming out now, coming out now out of the blue
These zombies in the park, they're looking for my heart
Oh oh oh oh
A dark world aches for the splash of the sun
Oh

If I could find a way to see this straight, 

I'd run away

To some fortune that I should have found  by now

So I run now to the things they said could restore me

Restore life the way it should be

I'm waiting for this cough syrup to come down

One more spoon of cough syrup now, oh.