Day 5 of 30 Day Poem Challenge: Write a three line poem about lemons without using the following words: lemon, yellow, round, fruit, citrus, tart, juicy, peel, and sour.

Lemons
Oval-shaped and has the color of the sun,
Mix it with water, it's refreshing
Warm it up and add honey, medicine for those who lost their voice

So much questions

• 1) Sexuality? Is fluid.
• 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Demi Lovato
• 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. There is literally no books nearby..
• 4) What do you think about most? It's different everyday but most thoughts end up going back to her leaving. Yeah, so her leaving is one of the things that I think about the most, still.
• 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? My school dean telling me to hand in my medical certificate.
• 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With
• 7) What's your strangest talent? To love someone without asking to be loved back
• 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence). Girls are just a plain breathless "wow" sometimes. Boys, they can surprise you when you least expect it.
• 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? I don't think so.
• 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? Just now.
• 11) Do you have any strange phobias? Heights, dying and people leaving.
• 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? Nope
• 13) What's your religion? Christianity 
• 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Enjoying the rain.
• 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? I am comfortable in front and being behind.
• 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Paramore
• 17) What was the last lie you told? No, I was just kidding.
• 18) Do you believe in karma? Yes, very much so
• 19) What does your URL mean? I really don't like pickles
• 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Weakness: Loving someone because I will give them everything willingly and not care what happens to me. Strength: I am very VERY independant.
• 21) Who is your celebrity crush? Demi Lovato
• 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope
• 23) How do you vent your anger? Muay Thai, I write and I cut.
• 24) Do you have a collection of anything? Poems, books and cds
• 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Both works for me.
• 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? Quite happy actually.
• 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? I hate how the word "goodbye" sounds. I love the sound of waves hitting the shore and raindrops on the roofs
• 28) What's your biggest "what if"? What if you belonged to me and vice versa?
• 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and no.
• 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. My mum's pants and a pillow
• 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? Nothing specific.
• 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? The hospital.
• 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? I am from the east so the east.
• 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Adam Lambert
• 35) To you, what is the meaning of life? To live it to the fullest and to experience everything that you can.
• 36) Define Art. Art is an expression of who you are, what you feel and what you want to say.
• 37) Do you believe in luck? Not exactly
• 38) What's the weather like right now? It's raining now
• 39) What time is it? 9:06pm
• 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes and yes
• 41) What was the last book you read? The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks
• 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? It's a meh smell for me.
• 43) Do you have any nicknames? Yeah, Try.
• 44) What was the last movie you saw? Maleficent 
• 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? I scrapped my elbow
• 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? Nope
• 47) Do you have any obsessions right now? Umm, Orange Is the New Black and Pretty Little Liars
• 48) What's your sexual orientation? I am honestly very confused about it.
• 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Yeah
• 50) Do you believe in magic? Depends on what kind you are talking about
• 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes
• 52) What is your astrological sign? Taurus
• 53) Do you save money or spend it? Depends but I usually save it
• 54) What's the last thing you purchased? A toothbrush
• 55) Love or lust? For now, lust
• 56) In a relationship? nOpe
• 57) How many relationships have you had? 1
• 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No
• 59) Where were you yesterday? At home
• 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? The pillow on my left
• 61) Are you wearing socks right now? I just took them off
• 62) What's your favorite animal? Dog
• 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? Be nice to them
• 64) Where is your best friend? I don't think I have one
• 65) Spit or swallow?(; Umm, pass
• 66) What is your heritage? I don't know
• 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? I think I was on instagram
• 68) What do you think is Satan's last name? The Shithead
• 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? Ha.
• 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Yeah, I guess? 
• 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? apologise to the dog and walk away but I'll feel bad for a while.
• 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? Yes but only to those that I want to spend my last month with. Yes, I will be quite afraid.
• 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust
• 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Alive by Krewella
• 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 9339
• 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Honesty and trust
• 77) How can I win your heart? Be you
• 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? Yes, I believe it will
• 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? To stop associating myself with her 
• 80) What size shoes do you wear? 8
• 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? She tried her best to love
• 82) What is your favorite word? Lovely
• 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. It was a sigh that came out. 
• 84) What is a saying you say a lot? It's okay that you are like this.
• 85) What's the last song you listened to? Piece of me by Britney Spears
• 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? Blue and purple
• 87) What is your current desktop picture? Hayley Williams
• 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Debating if I should even consider that person.
• 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? Are you gay?
• 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? I would freak out definitely because I do have a fear of them but I would just go back to sleep.
• 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? To move things with my mind
• 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? My first kiss with that person
• 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? All of 2012
• 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? Demi Lovato, yes, huge girl crush there
• 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? United States
• 96) Do you have any relatives in jail? No
• 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? Yes
• 98) Ever been on a plane? Loads of times
• 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? Always be the person that your future children would be proud to talk about

Real Talk Questions from Tumblr

• 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
• Looking into someone's eyes while I tell them how I feel

• 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
• I remember how someone just dropped me on my ass and expect me to be okay "because things have changed", according to her. Yes, I still do and it keeps me awake at night.
• 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
• My mum, I'll tell her I love her and my family. I'll also tell her that her and dad did a great job raising us kids and they are the best in the world. 
• 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
• I'll only tell those that I want to spend my last month with. I'll eat, take as many pictures as I can, make home videos, bungee jump, be a daredevil. Yes, I admit that I'll be so afraid but it's inevitable so I'll make sure I'll regret nothing when I die.
• 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
• For argument's sake, I won't say that trust will cultivate love. I will choose trust because trust, in my experience, is developed and strengthen over time. I understand that it is the same with love but you don't get blinded when you trust. To trust is to have confidence in something or someone. Trust is given to those who have proven themselves worthy of it, instead of  having it being given to you in the beginning. It's more concrete and logical than love.
• 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
• No, as much as a dog's life is valuable, I don't think I can afford my job. This differs though, but I assume that I am not at home and I am on my own when this happens. So, no.
• 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

The one that I love.

• 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
• The first time it happened, I ended up dating him. The second time it happened, I told her that nothing can happen because she had a boyfriend.
• 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
• No, because I don't know them that well. Plus, they had cancer so it wouldn't make a big difference. It's not like we could postpone his death if he was given another hour. It would just be another hour of waiting for his family.
• 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
• Yeah, I seem like a cool person.
• 11. Does love = sex?
• No.
• 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
• Depends on the situation but if the situation is the same as I describe above, then no. I need to take care of myself, I have no one in this city.
• 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
• It was a few months ago, at least the one where I remembered. It was with a group of friends and we were all mostly acquaintances. However, we somehow decided to have questions thrown out and all of us will take a turn in answering it. They were deep questions, what do you regret, what do you fear, what were your scariest moments in life. It was a very non-judgmental feel to everything and everyone was genuine so everything just came spilling out. They listened which was something I didn't expect. It was  relief because people rarely listen nowadays and sometimes that all you want from someone.
• 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
• Personally, to say "I love you" to anyone would be harder than " I don't love you."
• 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
• My family because they are the reason why I am able to be where I am right now. I would never trade them for anything in the world
• 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
• Last night, he is my little brother.
• 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
• I don't remember, it has been a pretty good month for me.
• 18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
• Yeah, it's a life.
• 19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
• I would let the newborn go. First of all, I don't know the new born and it's not mine. My grandma is mine so I'll save what is mine. You can also have another baby but not another grandma.
• 20. Are you old fashioned?
• Only in my moral values.
• 21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
• I always do small things like this so I don't know. It's very recent, I'm sure.
• 22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

Broken hearts can heal. Then you'll love again.

• 23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
• To forget about her or to be over her completely so that I can move on and not think of her.

Day 7 of 30 Challenge: What does your name mean? Why were you named what you were named?

My name is Tryphena Chin Xiao Huey.

Tryphena is a name from the Bible. It can found in the book Roman 16:12. It's under the greetings part of the book. It means the woman of God. I don't know why my parents gave me this name though. It's cool, I guess. Like it's a Roman name and all. I really should ask my parents.

Chin (陈), it's my surname. I can't choose that obviously but it means umm, a chin? You know, that bottom part of your face?

Xiao (筱) means dwarf bamboo HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I am neither dwarf-like nor bamboo-shaped. I am considered quite tall and umm, build.

Huey, pronounced as "hui" (卉) means plants. I HATE PLANTS. I almost killed a cactus once and my best friend will never let me forget about it.

Well, my Chinese name basically is very plant-related. So, not me but I don't mind having my name. It's my name.

Tumblr says these are cute questions.

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? My little brother
2. Are you outgoing or shy? outgoing
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?My family, my friends from home
4. Are you easy to get along with? usually, yes.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Yes
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? People who are able to hold a conversation
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? I don't know if I am now
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Harry
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Depends on who I'm talking about it with
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Francine
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Awesome, I just woke up and I have absolutely nothing to do LOL
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? "The Other Side", "Neon Lights", "Enjoy The Ride", "That's what you get", "Stay The Night". 
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Usually I don't mind
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Not exactly
15. What good thing happened this summer? We don't have seasons, it's always summer here
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yeah, definitely
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Not really
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? Nay
19. Do you like bubble baths? I can't say that I remember what it feels like but I think I do
20. Do you like your neighbors? Yeah, they are nice people.
21. What are your bad habits? I often forget to brush my teeth before going to sleep
22. Where would you like to travel? New York
23. Do you have trust issues? I'm cautious so I guess
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Definitely eating
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? Tummy
26. What do you do when you wake up? Go back to sleep
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Lighter
28. Who are you most comfortable around? Francine
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? It was mutual
30. Do you ever want to get married? Yes
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yup
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Demi Lovato and Josh Hitcherson
33. Spell your name with your chin. My last name is Chin HAHAHAHAHA 5rt0yewhjaq (Tryphena)
34. Do you play sports? What sports? If Muay Thai is a sport LOL
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah
37. What do you say during awkward silences? So, what are you doing later?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Him.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Cotton On
40. What do you want to do after high school? Script writer, writer, I'll be in THAT industry
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Not everyone though
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Tired or sad
43. Do you smile at strangers? Yes
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Bottom of the ocean
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? "Oh shit, I am late".
46. What are you paranoid about? People leaving me, or rather losing people
47. Have you ever been high? Not exactly
48. Have you ever been drunk? Yes
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? I don't exactly have secrets
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Red
51. Ever wished you were someone else? Not now
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my tummy
53. Favourite makeup brand? Maybeline
54. Favourite store? Converse
55. Favourite blog?  Don't really have one
56. Favourite colour? Blue and purple
57. Favourite food? Chicken
58. Last thing you ate? Double Spicy Chicken McDeluxe
59. First thing you ate this morning? Cheezles
60. Ever won a competition? For what? Yes, essay writing competition
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Nay
62. Been arrested? For what? Nay
63. Ever been in love? I guess
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? It was wet and it scared me. I would take it back.
65. Are you hungry right now? I'm good
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? No
67. Facebook or Twitter? Neither
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now? No
70. Names of your bestfriends? Francine
71. Craving something? What? Nothing
72. What colour are your towels? Blue
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? Three
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yup
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I have a lot but only like three matter
75. Favourite animal? Wolves
76. What colour is your underwear? Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? It's rather a mood thing
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? grey
80. What colour pants? Black
81. Favourite tv show? atm, Pretty Little Liars and Glee
82. Favourite movie? mostly independant films
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Karen
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory
87. First person you talked to today? The security guard outside my dorm
88. Last person you talked to today? My housemaster
89. Name a person you hate? I don't hate anyone
90. Name a person you love? Harry
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Everyone
92. In a fight with someone? Nope
93. How many sweatpants do you have? tbh, I have no idea what those are
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Two
95. Last movie you watched? hairspray
96. Favourite actress? Now, Jennifer Lawrence
97. Favourite actor? Josh Hutcherson
98. Do you tan a lot? Nay
99. Have any pets? A dog
100. How are you feeling? Quite at the moment
101. Do you type fast?  Quite
102. Do you regret anything from your past? A number of things actually
103. Can you spell well? I'm okay, not great but okay.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Not exactly
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Nope
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? I don't know
107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes
108. What should you be doing? Cleaning my room
109. Is something irritating you right now? not exactly
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes
111. Do you have trust issues? Maybe
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Wow, that was a long time ago. I think Natalie
113. What was your childhood nickname? Ribena
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yup
115. Do you play the Wii? I've played.
116. Are you listening to music right now? Yes
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? I do
118. Do you like Chinese food? I do
119. Favourite book? Perls of being a wallflower
120. Are you afraid of the dark? Not exactly
121. Are you mean? I can be
122. Is cheating ever okay? Never
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? I can
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? I do but I don't..?
125. Do you believe in true love? Yes
126. Are you currently bored?  Nope
127. What makes you happy?  A lot of things, being at home is one
128. Would you change your name?  Nope
129. What your zodiac sign? Taurus
130. Do you like subway? I used to
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? HAH, never happened
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Francine
133. Favourite lyrics right now? In the beginning, I never thought it would be you
134. Can you count to one million? Can you?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? "Trust me I'm okay with it."
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed
137. How tall are you? 5'5
138. Curly or Straight hair? Wavy
139. Brunette or Blonde? Brunette
140. Summer or Winter? Summer
141. Night or Day? night
142. Favourite month? May
143. Are you a vegetarian? Nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? White
145. Tea or Coffee? Tea
146. Was today a good day? It was okay
147. Mars or Snickers? Mars
148. What’s your favourite quote? Just because people don't love the same way you do, doesn't mean they don't love you.
149. Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? "What is important here is to know that every sentence need.."