Just when things are suppose to get better, they give you another reason for you to remember how much you're not worth it.
Fuck you.
Fuck it.
I'm done, bitches,
Friday, October 12, 2012
29 days and counting down.
Francine just left for Spain yesterday. I miss that idiot already and it's barely 24 hours, LOL! Guess what her parting words were! I'll miss you? I'll think of you everyday? I love you? NOPE! You memang blind. That's what she said to me AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
KK is quite empty now. Empty as in not a lot of my close friends are here. They all left for uni, to be flight attendants and for language courses in another country. Bong & Bing left last week, Nick left on Monday, Francine left yesterday. They're all gone :(
At least I'm working and I have things to occupy my mind with. I have books. I have a new season of Vampire Diaries coming out. I have Pretty Little Liars' Halloween episode to wait for. I have The X factor to download every week. My other close friends will be coming back almost every week respectively. One month will be fast. I pray that it would be.
KK is quite empty now. Empty as in not a lot of my close friends are here. They all left for uni, to be flight attendants and for language courses in another country. Bong & Bing left last week, Nick left on Monday, Francine left yesterday. They're all gone :(
At least I'm working and I have things to occupy my mind with. I have books. I have a new season of Vampire Diaries coming out. I have Pretty Little Liars' Halloween episode to wait for. I have The X factor to download every week. My other close friends will be coming back almost every week respectively. One month will be fast. I pray that it would be.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
I'm hungry.
There's another meeting again in five minutes. I never look forward to these meetings. It makes me feel so uptight and old. Ugh. And I am hungry, which doesn't make the situation better.
Well, uhh, byeeeee.
Well, uhh, byeeeee.
All is well. Update.
A little update on life then :)
Sometimes you get so tired of being upset, being disappointed and being a piece of something in everyone's petty little drama.
Then, stop and breathe. Don't think about it if it doesn't involve you. Let yourself feel annoyed when you are caught in the middle of it because you are NOT part of the drama. It is not wrong and you need your peace and quiet even if you want to help. You can't help anyone if you're stressed up and on edge.
Personally, I refuse to get worked up into all these because I know for a fact that I get aggressive and I just can't afford any emotional drama from myself right now.
I am exhausted from work, mentally and both physically. I get cranky and all I just want to do and stay in one place and NOT move. Me being in this state, it just won't allow any more unnecessary bullshit in.
So, now I just sit and relax. Not that I can, but I try to look at brighter sides of things now, which is rare. I guess it took a while for me to get here. Positivity isn't really my sort of thing but right now, it helps me keep calm.
So, ignore the world if you have to when you can't take it.
Talk later. CIAOOO!
Sometimes you get so tired of being upset, being disappointed and being a piece of something in everyone's petty little drama.
Then, stop and breathe. Don't think about it if it doesn't involve you. Let yourself feel annoyed when you are caught in the middle of it because you are NOT part of the drama. It is not wrong and you need your peace and quiet even if you want to help. You can't help anyone if you're stressed up and on edge.
Personally, I refuse to get worked up into all these because I know for a fact that I get aggressive and I just can't afford any emotional drama from myself right now.
I am exhausted from work, mentally and both physically. I get cranky and all I just want to do and stay in one place and NOT move. Me being in this state, it just won't allow any more unnecessary bullshit in.
So, now I just sit and relax. Not that I can, but I try to look at brighter sides of things now, which is rare. I guess it took a while for me to get here. Positivity isn't really my sort of thing but right now, it helps me keep calm.
So, ignore the world if you have to when you can't take it.
Talk later. CIAOOO!
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Happy Birthday to my mum :) *copied from my Facebook*
Happy Birthday to my beautiful Momma :) Thank you for always being there whether be it to help me look for my stuff that always magically appear to you or to just cook food. Thank you for raising me up to know what is right and what is wrong, for teaching me to differentiate between black and white and also the grey areas.
Thank you for putting up with my food dreams all these years and for listening to my rants even though sometimes it only makes sense to my 19 year old head.
This is my last time celebrating your birthday with you as a teenager in which sounds very bittersweet. I know that I don't say this much, thank you for everything that you did all these years. And on behalf of the two monkeys at home, I would like to say that we appreciate all that you did even though sometimes we don't show it and to be honest, we don't know what we'll do without you.
OHH, I forgot to hang the laundry last night so I had to hang in early in the morning, heh.
Dad still has no idea where to eat, LOL!
I hope you have a wonderful day in school.
We love you very much.
From,
Tryphena
x
Thank you for putting up with my food dreams all these years and for listening to my rants even though sometimes it only makes sense to my 19 year old head.
This is my last time celebrating your birthday with you as a teenager in which sounds very bittersweet. I know that I don't say this much, thank you for everything that you did all these years. And on behalf of the two monkeys at home, I would like to say that we appreciate all that you did even though sometimes we don't show it and to be honest, we don't know what we'll do without you.
OHH, I forgot to hang the laundry last night so I had to hang in early in the morning, heh.
Dad still has no idea where to eat, LOL!
I hope you have a wonderful day in school.
We love you very much.
From,
Tryphena
x
Monday, October 1, 2012
Airport goodbyes
I feel so bad.
I feel awful.
I feel like such a terrible friend.
Bing and Bong left for Australia this morning and I couldn't send them off. Sigh. And then, you couldn't help but feel so horrible about it..
Oh well, at least I had a last conversation with Bong before they left.
I miss them already. KK seems so empty, LOL!
Have fun in AU and dudes, remember to study hard :)
Love you both.
x
I feel awful.
I feel like such a terrible friend.
Bing and Bong left for Australia this morning and I couldn't send them off. Sigh. And then, you couldn't help but feel so horrible about it..
Oh well, at least I had a last conversation with Bong before they left.
I miss them already. KK seems so empty, LOL!
Have fun in AU and dudes, remember to study hard :)
Love you both.
x
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