I don't what's gonna happen. Right now, I am trying my best not to care. I stop smiling when I see your picture. It hurts but not as much. I feel nothing when I see your picture, I guess that's a good thing. We don't talk anymore even though it's the only thing that I want right now. I am scared to say that I am giving up, that I am letting go but maybe it's for the best? Everything is different now. You can find someone better than me, someone who can meet your needs better. You don't need me in your life, you're better off without me.
At least that's what I convince myself to believe. Like that, I'll stop calling, I'll stop talking to you. Like that, I might be able to stop hurting.
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