I feel tired because I've been at the beach for almost a whole day. It was fun. It was a long time since I've been at the beach without a schedule going on. It was nice being not busy for a while.
Anyway, I got my driver's license on Wednesday and highlighted my hair yesterday. I was an awesome week overall.
I feel...... confused. Irritated.
Ugh.
Sigh.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
Guess who has good news?
Soooooooo....
I passed QTI or QIT. Whichever it is, I passed it.
Now I get to TRY to pass my driving test so that I get my driver's license.
Dear cars,
please be nice to me on Wednesday.
School holidays are cool. I get to sleep late and get up late. No, wait. I have laundry to do. So nope, I still have to be up by 8. I get the house to myself which is nice but oddly annoying because you get bored sometimes.
Picnic this Friday with CF! BBOOOOOOYYAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
Saturday. Kabaddi video shoot. Naaaaiiiccccceeeeee.
So now, i'm trying my best not to be sleepy. Guess what? IT'S NOT WORKING!
I don't know why but I WANT TO EAT PEARS!!! Pears are yummy! Pears are good. Pears are friends that taste good. My GOD, I did NOT just go there.
I am sleepy. Things look weird and WHY THE HELL ARE THEY MOVING??? I think I'm going crazy. Guess that's what insomnia does to yahh.
I hope everything goes well on Saturday. I don't want to ruin things and make it irreversible. Sometimes I would wonder if I make the right choice but I know I will regret it more if I don't do it. Thinking about this, I WANNA RUN AND HIDE IN A CAVE NAAAWWWWW!!!!!
Heh.
I passed QTI or QIT. Whichever it is, I passed it.
Now I get to TRY to pass my driving test so that I get my driver's license.
Dear cars,
please be nice to me on Wednesday.
School holidays are cool. I get to sleep late and get up late. No, wait. I have laundry to do. So nope, I still have to be up by 8. I get the house to myself which is nice but oddly annoying because you get bored sometimes.
Picnic this Friday with CF! BBOOOOOOYYAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
Saturday. Kabaddi video shoot. Naaaaiiiccccceeeeee.
So now, i'm trying my best not to be sleepy. Guess what? IT'S NOT WORKING!
I don't know why but I WANT TO EAT PEARS!!! Pears are yummy! Pears are good. Pears are friends that taste good. My GOD, I did NOT just go there.
I am sleepy. Things look weird and WHY THE HELL ARE THEY MOVING??? I think I'm going crazy. Guess that's what insomnia does to yahh.
I hope everything goes well on Saturday. I don't want to ruin things and make it irreversible. Sometimes I would wonder if I make the right choice but I know I will regret it more if I don't do it. Thinking about this, I WANNA RUN AND HIDE IN A CAVE NAAAWWWWW!!!!!
Heh.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Irritated/Annoyed/Sleepy/Cranky/Scared
I am irritated because I need new songs in my playlist and the stupid phone's USB won't read.
Annoyed because the computer won't read my phone's USB. GAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sleepy because I've been hitting the snooze button from 3am to about 6.30am for the past week. I need sleep but NAWWTTT SLEEPEHHH!!!
Cranky..... Uhhhhh.... I dont know really. I just am. HAHAHAHAAHHAH
Scared because I'm afraid I will ruin everything after speaking thos words.
Anyway.....
FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYY DAAAA HOLIDAYSSS!!!
Things to do during the holidays:
1. Clean my room
2. Clean the bathroom
3. Get my driver's license (before Francine :D)
4. Highlight my hair
5. Sleepover with Vui Ting and try not to be mad AT her
I feel like ranting. Forgive me if you get bored.
What happens if someone close to you accidentally hurts you and even though you know they mean well, you still get really hurt and really mad? I would love to cause them as much pain as possible, make them suffer and shit. But I can't because I love them. Lame excuse in the world but it's true. But then when I see them , my anger just made it impossible for me to think straight and swallow the acid in my mouth.
Those who know me know that I dont forget and I rarely forgive. I forgive them but I get mad when I think about what they did. I mean, I shouldn't be even getting mad at them for such an insignificant thing but I cannot help feeling hurt about this. WHAT? The whole ENTIRE world knows and me as your best friend in your own words is the very last to know????
WHAT THE FUCK!
I've been venting about this for a long long time and I still get mad when I think about it. Do you blame me? Sigh. Last night, I got really mad and I had to let it out. I wrote about 7 pages of my feelings on this particular subject. Sigh.
Life goes on.
Annoyed because the computer won't read my phone's USB. GAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Sleepy because I've been hitting the snooze button from 3am to about 6.30am for the past week. I need sleep but NAWWTTT SLEEPEHHH!!!
Cranky..... Uhhhhh.... I dont know really. I just am. HAHAHAHAAHHAH
Scared because I'm afraid I will ruin everything after speaking thos words.
Anyway.....
FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYY DAAAA HOLIDAYSSS!!!
Things to do during the holidays:
1. Clean my room
2. Clean the bathroom
3. Get my driver's license (before Francine :D)
4. Highlight my hair
5. Sleepover with Vui Ting and try not to be mad AT her
I feel like ranting. Forgive me if you get bored.
What happens if someone close to you accidentally hurts you and even though you know they mean well, you still get really hurt and really mad? I would love to cause them as much pain as possible, make them suffer and shit. But I can't because I love them. Lame excuse in the world but it's true. But then when I see them , my anger just made it impossible for me to think straight and swallow the acid in my mouth.
Those who know me know that I dont forget and I rarely forgive. I forgive them but I get mad when I think about what they did. I mean, I shouldn't be even getting mad at them for such an insignificant thing but I cannot help feeling hurt about this. WHAT? The whole ENTIRE world knows and me as your best friend in your own words is the very last to know????
WHAT THE FUCK!
I've been venting about this for a long long time and I still get mad when I think about it. Do you blame me? Sigh. Last night, I got really mad and I had to let it out. I wrote about 7 pages of my feelings on this particular subject. Sigh.
Life goes on.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I have to say...
I have an exam coming up in two days.
Fuck.
I feel like shooting myself . Literally.
Anyway,
I have liked you for a while now.
Not sure if I have ever felt something so strong like this before.
Every time I see you,
My heart skips a beat.
I tell myself that I am being stupid
But there's no way I can convince myself
To stop smiling every time you smiled at me
I feel silly for having my stomach flip
Every time I see you smile.
But I can never suppressed the feeling
That it is not meant to be
I would feel my heart sink
When I know there are many who are better than me
But there are so many things that I wish I can say to you
And I wish by some miracle,
You would feel the same way too.
Sigh.
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