I would rather..

..spend my time with a bunch of idiots that I call my best friends than to be in the office, scrolling through Facebook and Twitter, glancing at the clock every 5 minutes and just simply waiting for work to be over.

I barely see all of them together in one go and NONE of them have work like mine.

WORK as in office clothes, 9-5.30PM office hours, limited lunch hours and being a mini-adult work. I honestly hate it especially now.

Most of them are leaving already. It just sucks because it's that thought of this being the last time I'll see all of them together in a long time. I also barely get to see my best friend. It's that phrase of "the last time" that strikes you and then, you can't stay because of FUCKING WORK!

It just sucks.

I just came from after CODing with them and I'm just mad because I was like this just now:

And then, I became this because I can't stay long enough for a game :

Pretty pictures

 

Eventually

 

It'll be okay, eventually.

To love.

When you love so much that it hurts, when you hurt so much but you can't stop loving,
When you love till you only feel pain, when you still love even though pain is the only thing you can feel.

"The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain."

- Jennifer Aniston

"I have found a paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

-Mother Teresa

- Oprah Winfrey

You are not the product of your circumstances. You are a composite of all the things you believe, and all the places you believe you can go. You past does not define you. You can step out of your history and create a new day for yourself. Even if the entire culture is saying, "You can't" Even if every single possible bad thing that can happen to you does. You can keep going forward.

Extracted from http://www.oprah.com/relationships/Gayle-King-Interviews-Oprah-About-the-End-of-The-Oprah-Winfrey-Show/2#ixzz26KeEaJxu

I'm not good with goodbyes, let alone last ones.

My classmates are going off to respective universities this month. I met up with some at a farewell party of one of my friend, Selwyn and turns out more than half of them will be gone by this week.

Personally, I'm happy and excited for them but then, it's bittersweet for me because I don't know when I'll get to see them again. We're not close like tight knit but we're close enough to be very comfortable around each other and to be able to make long conversations.

Highlights of the night:
- Watched Darren play Slenderman. When he turned to go into a corner, we saw slenderman and started to scream. With that, we scared him, I think and he screamed also while flying onto Selwyn's bed. 
- Watched Margaret giving it a try. First time playing too. We didn't know what else to expect and we were shouting at her telling her to run. She was going to get the third note when she turned and SLENDERMAN APPEARED! My God, we screamed our heads off and hell, you can literally see all of our bodies leaning backwards as one, LOL!
- Watched Darren giving it another try. Raymond was teaching him where to go and we are looking for the first note. Then, we found it on the chair and Raymond said to Darren: "After taking the note, run away as fast as you can." Darren looked up at him, paralysed. "You play!" And ran to Selwyn's bed. Raymond is good. He manage to escape Slenderman even though he saw him already. He managed to get about 3 notes? And then, for some reason, he was running to escape the Slenderman who sounds nearby, he ran into a maze-like toilet and yeah, you guessed it, Slenderman was behind him when he turned around, LOL! All of us screamed our heads off and this time, we all flew in all sorts of directions.

We are all that crazy every single time we get together. It's a wonderful thing, actually. We laugh like no one else is looking and we are always so loud. I like it. It's very us. I miss all of them already. It's always fun :)

I'm sorta tired and I have work tomorrow..

Night.

P/S I'm no sure if Slenderman is spelled correctly. Oh, and I'm writing this on my new laptop :3

Not just yet.

- Helen Keller

Hope is a state of mind, not of the world. Hope, in this deep and powerful sense, is not the same as joy that things are going well, or willingness to invest in enterprises that are obviously heading for success, but rather an ability to work for something because it is good.

I made a promise to Francine yesterday to never give up hope. I'm not sure what that is but hopefully this will help.

To the guy who taught me how to play a dangerous game called Love

Thank you. Now I know better.