:)

It's like a rock has been lifted off my chest :)

Dead beat..

Actually beaten dead.

School in the morning,

Cheer practice following that for three and a half hours,

Basketball practice two hours later.

I think my legs are going to fall off.

Bah.

I'm glad today.

Very very happy :)

He talked to me today.

I like the way he smiles.

It's warm and nice.

I like the way he taps me on the shoulder

Just to say hi

I like the way he flips his hair

I think it's cool :D

I just like him xD

Bahahahahahahahah what am i saying...??

I'm so out of my league.. :/

Uggghhhh!!!

I'm not sure what to feel...

Not sure if I want to feel at all..

Should I cry?

Or should I get mad?

Is trying to smile a bad thing?

Or is it a good thing this time?

I can't let myself smile

While all I want to do

Is just cry inside

Where is the "pause" button when you need it? :/

Love you babe

Hope you're staying :'/

I wish that hadn't happen..

Today?

Good... I guess?

It was suppose to be awesome...

But... Things happen for some reason

Reasons that i really wish isn't what I'm thinking of..

That text...

God, I wish that hadn't happen.

I don't want her to go...

Seriously, no one wants that..

This sucks.. :/

There are times where you lose faith in hope.

For me,

I'm so close to it.

Sometimes.

You.

Just.

Want.

To.

Stop.

Adapting.

To.

Change.

And.

Give.

Up.

But.

When.

You.

Look.

At.

The.

People.

Who.

Mean.

So.

Much.

To.

You.

You.

Just.

Put.

On.

A.

Brave.

Face.

And.

Keep.

Going.

You know who you are. I love you. Don't ever let go because I'm not letting go of you.

Awesome life so far :D

Life is awesome

There are hellos

But there are goodbyes

Things change

While memories don't.

I learnt that

when you think your life is bad

There are others who are suffering more

and

those who look fine on the outside

are actually trying to be strong

when you look in their eyes

Sometimes

people just want you to care

and to just say you love them

It actually helps

if you take a second to listen,

or maybe say a word or encouragement

or give a hug and wipe their tears

You don't lose anything

if you show that you care

but how many these days,

care only for themselves

and thinking that

those who cry will smile again

How long will it take

for you to see past

the fake smiles and smudged make up?

How long will it take

for you to live in a world

that is not your own?

It takes little energy

to give a smile

or give a hug

It takes nothing but time

for you to listen

for you to care

We do not live alone in this world

And it's about time we act like it

Faith. Hope. Love.

That's all we need to live a life.

Am i annoying?? xD

Am i annoying?? xD

Answer here

Updates!!!!

1. I love my school!!!

2. I love my new friends and it's like ive known them forever :D

3. There are lessons in life that cannot be taught but exprienced by oneself.

4. I learnt that when i think my life sucks, there are others that are suffering much more than me.

5. I learn that new friends are made when you learn to smile and simply say hi.

The End for Now.